the Bananese

2011-06-14T12:49:00.003+08:00

She is so contradicting.
She said whatsapp is not a information platform, however, she WHATSAPP to ask me when I will collect my things from her.
Chey, everything she say.
Get a life lah, going ga-ga over some women or men, posting in ur fb shows how desperate you are.
hahaha, you must be thinking i am god damn childish.
Oh well, who cares?

2011-06-11T11:52:00.002+08:00

yes as quoted from ONE OF MY FUCKING BFFS' BLOG,

www.allythrujack.wordpress.com

yes, she is referring to me, I AM THE CHILDISH ONE THAT IS CROSSING HER LIMIT.

COME ON LAH, think about it, this fucking lady actually did not know i have been waiting for her at one bloody place, Q for her, just becos she wants to eat that BLOODY CURRY UDON. Q for her for like 0.5hr and she thought i was at a bloody mac! She still has the cheek to say that she walked in and out of the MAC TEN FUCKING TIMES TO LOOK FOR ME BECOS I SAID I HAVE SAT DOWN.
HOW WOULD A STUPID WOMAN, WALKED IN AND OUT OF THE MAC TEN TIMES, and did not even think of other alternatives that i might be at? so, my phone died , its bloody my fault.
I seriously think there's no point of being friends. Like there's no a point anymore since you don care HOW PEOPLE FEELS and so like to be insensitive living in her own world and, oh yah, BECOS I LIKE TO WHINE.

i didnt know i like to whine, thanks for telling me, my 14YEARS OF GOOD FRIEND.

2011-05-25T14:21:00.002+08:00

I am so tired.

So sleepy.

E-learning week is not E-learning week lor, is more like Project week!
I need to stay focus and start doing Biz Com project, LIKE NOW.

After that, i shall take a nap. :)

2011-05-21T14:03:00.003+08:00

Don't ask me why i am blogging again, just feel like it.

Oh well, it's 2011, and it's 21st of may. Yep, i am officially 22yrs old.

Sigh, time flies.

Was replying all those birthday wishes friends posted on my FB wall and was thinking, how did i get to know this person? How long have i known this person?

For Giordanians, it has been 5years! Like lina, shujun and co. It's pretty amazing that we have known for so many years just like that!

Oh well, by right i should be studying now, however, you know, i am always full of excuses like what MelenyAng always said. I missed the ACM fun trail this morning, i really wanted to go, but i overslept.

TSK.
FATED.

What ACM fun trail? I also don know, is some activity from my school for year one students.

Yes, i am currently in Ngee Ann Poly studying Banking and Finance.

Finally.

I miss working.

Not in GE, but in Gio.

This is a bad sign.

Means i prolly should get my butt off the sofa on weekends and start finding a part time job.

Time for a nap. :)

2011-01-14T22:52:00.002+08:00

Omfg, my last entry was 4th oct 2010?!

Hello, i am back. Okay, i wanted to blog few weeks ago but i was duper busy with my m5 exams and i told myself, i must blog when the exam is over.
and it is overrrr!! and i bloody hell failed AGAIN.

Honestly, i can't help but to think that she's really scary. The soft approach, the smile and the way she talks to me, every single kind and caring things she did to me, always make me feel that she's a witch. I don know why, it's not what the others told me and resulted me feeling this way, its just that, from the 1st day when i was here, prolly the first day that i came for the interview, i feel that way already.
Now, i feel that her true colours are gonna be revealed if i failed the 3rd time.

I am glad that she didn't scold me upside down after i told her that i failed, but what she did was, asking me how can i do and what arrangements she can have for me, in order for me to pass! I know she's out of goodwill, but you know, after several weeks of stress and pressure, the blow of failing the first one, i seriously think i need a break from that bloody m5 text.
I failed for the last edition, i failed for the new edition, so must i follow yanting's footsteps, to pass only at the 3rd time? I don feel that sad for failing, but feel super guilty towards her.
I don want her to think that i am so stupid that i cant do well for the production and the exams.

I admit, i have done lots of mistakes but hello, i don have any chemistry with her. i cant read her mind, she can't read mine i guess.
She is so unpredictable. She can say that she want to recycle this and that but when i asked her if she wants to recycle this, she can say, 'don need lah, for what?'
We belong to two different worlds, i cant imagine myself working under her anymore.
I want this attachment to end asap, got my license and work OUTSIDE of her.

and what's next? My mum is always nagging me like nobody business after my two lovely sisters have offended her.
wei, i know you are not in a good mood, neither do i.
Just one bloody hell switch and you have been repeating for so many days! Aren't you tired?
I am so frustrated now, i think i am cranky.
I slept for 6-7hrs for the past few days, it's time to let my mind rest tonight.

and you all know what? I miss blogging. (:

2010-10-04T12:46:00.001+08:00

2010-07-28T21:28:00.002+08:00

The Germans left ytd.

These 6weeks are no joke, we have fun everyday!

However, life still have to go on however, they actually made a difference in my life.

They may be the first and last angmohs i ever know.

But will always be my friends.

I don know why all of us become so close whereby we only know one another for 6weeks,

compared to those friends we have known for years, we may not have such close friendship.

I am glad that they enjoyed themselves to the fullest.

Thank you all for being part of my life;

Marie Herzig

Nicole Peter

Marion Gotz

Joana

David

Nana

I love you allll!!

And you all better come back realll soooonnn! :D

2010-07-17T11:40:00.002+08:00

So, i am finallly back from Germany, it has been a week since i am back.
In this one week, many things happened.
and i don understand why are all these happening.
It's really very upset to see 6 of us, going there and only 5 came back at the end of the trip.
This is not the end,
One of them are no longer in talking terms with us anymore and i think he even hates me.
Why did i say that?
I don know why he mentioned about working in the best bank and worst bank, will make any impact of his presentation but he even said my name out, so basically everyone will think that my CV for the germany trip is useless anyway becos i was working in the worst bank in Germany.
I was really upset, not angry but was extremely upset.
All of us were so excited for this trip, wanting to learn more and gain more experience in a GROUP however, you proved us wrong.
You were the role model of everyone, this is why when Lee asked us to appoint a leader, it's default cos all of us will sure choose you.
And i don know why you are mad at us or ME, and if i said anything wrong or whatever, why cant u just let me know?
You are no longer a kid or wadever, you are 21, a gentleman and the person that people will like, 'wah..'. you got what i mean?
However, you have changed.
You changed to another person that we no longer know or understand.
We do not even dare to approach you anymore or even start a conversation.
Prolly you think that we are bunch of playful kids and prolly thinks that you shldnt hang around with us anymore or not to affect your results,
but i think, PR is very impt as well.
You cant just live on your own or your girlfriend.
I just wanna say, i am happy to have you as my classmate and friend.
At the very least, we have been through that 3 weeks together in foreign land and it's tough, you know way better than me.

2010-06-29T19:30:00.001+08:00

finally, this sat will be the day i am heading back home!
Feeling kinda sad that im leaving here, thre are many nice ppl ard..

oh well, work is sian.
I have another 3 and half hours to go.
GG.

GTG, CHOOSEE

2010-06-14T19:52:00.001+08:00

the accomodation sucks.
the food is superb.
the guys here are so-so.
the ladies here are chio.

There isnt any plain water becos all of them are carbonated ones.
LBS LAH LBS!!!
TODAY is only the fucking 2nd day!

Germany time-13.54
singapore time- 754pm.
URGHHHH

2010-06-11T23:39:00.002+08:00

Alright people,
Its time to say Goodbye because i am finally heading to
GERMANY
tmr!
Seriously, never in my life i will ever think that i have the chance to visit Germany,
don mention about holidays like a week etc, god damn, i will be there for 3weeks!
Pls porbi everything goes swee swee for me!
I can do it!
Hopefully i wont cry too many times due to homesick.
Hopefully my luggage will not be overweighted.
Hopefully my mens wont come ever though it should.
Hopefully i will enjoy myself to the fullest eve though i will be working for 4days a week in a foreign bank and school for a day in a foreign school.
Hopefully i will get to buy some bags that i fancy!
Oh well, wish me luck and pls pray hard for me!

SEE YOU IN 3 WEEKS' TIME!!!

2010-06-03T16:30:00.002+08:00

Alright, i wanted to make it in another sequence.
However, guess i no longer understand blogger already. ahah!
Happy 21st to ting!
Sorry, now then actually make this announcement, was really busy these days with my CA.
Oh well, in the blink of eye, i am heading to Germany next Saturday!
How fast can it be seriously?!
It seems like my interview was just ytd and i am going next week already!
The Germans are so friendly, to the extend of kua zhang.
can't wait to go there and have fun!
However, 3 weeks may be a torture for me.
i am so gonna be home sick.

BOP test tmr and i think i better start studying!
till then,

2010-05-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

Why must be him?
Out of so many people?
I guess, it's fate.
Hmm, prolly he isn't the one.
The whole situation is so weird.
Anyway, finally i think what GR said is true,
don pin too high hopes in everything.

Exams are next week, and i am still not on exam leave!
Fuck lah!
Just becos someone don wanna give, it's okay.
see how it goes!

2010-05-21T14:31:00.002+08:00

Officially 21.
Everyone's wishing me not only 'happy bday' but also find a bf soon.
Do i really need one that badly? haha!
Anyway, there's some good and bad news going on!
For the weeks we will be in Germany, only me and the other girl will be in another bank and the rest of the 4, will be in another bank. HOW GREAT!
No guys is with us at all, where's my sense of security!
However, the only germany guy, will be my buddy as in, yes, the one-to-one buddy.
Lastly, he's quite cute lah, so oh well, things aren't that bad afterall!
Bought a coat for gerMany already as Adrian Lee says is about 8-20degrees over there.
Sigh, but before going to the Germany trip, i have lots of CAs and a fucking NAFA test to undergo.
GG.com

2010-05-18T09:44:00.002+08:00

it was a success lah!
Thanks everyone for the presents eh!
I realised i didnt take photo with alot of ppl, my sbil!
Alamak, i should have listen to yanting!
It's alright, no point crying over spilled milk.

It feels so good that alot people turned up even those who didn't turn up before, i am very glad that they came!
I shall not name who huh..ahah!
Alright, i need to strive harder for my work liao!
Exams coming, jyjy!!

2010-05-11T22:44:00.002+08:00

oh shit, my IE is down!
I can't d/l any songs with my firefox too.
aiyoh, i need Mr Oei to fix for me again.

Sat is coming real soon!
The thought of entertaining so many ppl, a lil turns me off.
Anyway, i will try my best okay!
I super worried about the buffet, i don know if that molly tan knows the exact location anot.

2tests are coming on thurs and today, i missed school.
Due to the continuous workload since last friday till last night, my head was going to explore in the morning.
Slept the whole day and was SHIOK!
Back to normal tmr again,FML.

I still don know what to wear on sat night..aiyah..

2010-05-07T15:16:00.002+08:00

I feel so much relieved and comfortable talking to you now because i no longer feel that way.
I am able to say whatever i want now and not thinking prolly you will prefer talking to her or even her way of using words actually are more attractive to you.
I don need to hesitate or scream when you replied me anymore.
I am able to say something that you prolly will get the wrong meaning but i don mean that way for sure.
Alright, i am confusing you all.
Overall, i am glad that it's over!

2010-05-07T01:08:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, i really don understand the cyber world.
Am i too realistic or the cyber world is purely just like that?
Anyway, hopes are not allowed to pin so high yet!

Dinner with ting and ally was great.
I miss these people so much, the low EQ ones..
Shopping with them was fun, thanks ting for the swop idea eh!
Luckily we went last min.
Buffet is done!
Relief..

2010-05-05T21:29:00.003+08:00

It's BIRTHDAY TIMMEEE!!!

Okay, this coming friday is our kan cheong queen, Yanting's 21st!

Can't wait really, i want that Vinegar Pig's trotter!

Hahahah..

And guess what? Next sat is MINE!

How great, i have not yet booked the buffet!

So people, if die die cannot find any catering, mac delivery okay? hahah!

I am starting to worry because i only left one week.

Like what ting said, 'waiting for durian to drop is it?'

I am not! I was thinking that it will be fine to book this week however, as more options are popping out, i don know which one to choose!

Aiyoh, oh my tian.

next, i have not bought any new clothes for my bday!

gee Gee.com lah!

i am so fucking busy, school and work over the weekends are making me breathless.

Oh well, what to do?

no point kao bei-ing whereby kao bei can't change anything.

But think about it, because i can't do anything also, so i think i better carry on kao bei to vent out my anger!

yeah! Meeting ally tmr for f21! Happy happy happy!

Bon voyage Wz! Have a wonderful and enjoyable trip in HK and be extra careful eh!

2010-05-01T00:38:00.003+08:00

I need a getaway.
I can't wait to go to Germany out of sudden, however, the thought of going there to work and study, ruins my mood again.
The whole entire world is going BKK, is it really that fun?
Mel just came back from HK, how great.
Wz is going there prolly in less a week, how WONDERFUL!
How about me?
Still in SG, striving so hard in both Bishan and Chinatown.
I always ask ting not to fuck her life because her life isnt that bad.
However, i think mine is worse than her in some point.
FML FML FML seriously.

alright, i found something that i felt happy about.
I had a wondeful dinner with sis last night.
We had crabs, peking duck and prawns @ Crystal Jade, no big deal right?
the big deal is..she was the one paying.
Alright, i am easily contented.
:) :) :)

2010-04-28T00:28:00.000+08:00

Committment.
It's a stranger to me now.

2010-04-26T17:46:00.003+08:00

Alright, are you people missing my kao beis already?

good news!

I don have anything much to kao bei this time!

It has been days since i last updated, and for work wise, i think i am real lucky these few weeks.

I somehow only work with devil for about 4 hrs per day, so still alright.

And these days, i have been doing what she always wants me to do, so, this kinda ppl, you have to bootlick and listen to her, then she will not find trouble with you.

Thank god, i am still coping well!

School projects are adding on,

i don know why ITE actually need to do so many projects!

I thought of just score well, do well in my attachment, work in a bank and prolly find a millionare as my the other half.

Okay, i am semi-kidding, especially for the last part.

But, is like, there are so many projects to do and i seriously can't cope with my working weekends.

I have so many things to consider, and these things are making me feeling very unhappy.

I am starting to repel from someone and i can't believe that he can say all those things seriously.

prolly, he's just a kid afterall.

Anyway, i just want to end these projects real soon and fly to Germany asap!

Worst, our dear Mr Lee hasn't tell us anything regarding that.

Next next,party on 15th!

Can't wait too!

Hope to see as many people i can see especially MMSG.

MMSG, receive liao huh!

:D :D :D

2010-04-15T21:43:00.002+08:00

Had so much fun in Mac but after that, it was terrible.
anyway, i am glad that it's all over because her voice seems to be louder than me when she got discharged.
Was in NUH till 533am this morning, and now, i can barely interact nor communicate.
Broke down several times and realised i am not that strong afterall.
Such a loser of me.
Oh well, hope this will never ever happen again!
FML lah!

2010-04-13T16:26:00.002+08:00

I am trying not to take any panadol but i think i need it.
The heat is driving me crazy.
Work later and the sky seems dark.
Is it because it's 426pm or it's really gonna rain?
I hope for the 2nd though!

I want to watch moviess!
Yes, double 'S' because not only one.
I want to watch the Ice Kachang show by Gary
and Monga by Mark Zhao( Wz's cup of tea, haha!) and Ethan Ruan!
it's time to get prepare for that 3hrs.
Oh, did i mention that i need to relief Jr?
Sigh, they really fully utillised the part timers.
However, i don like it at all.
Should i just serve my 2weeks notice before going Germany?

2010-04-11T21:45:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is the day,
after so many weeks,
school @ Bishan.

Tried on my sch skirt and i used to have one fits perfectly well, and another one, loose.
However, i can't differentiate which one is the loose one anymore.
How great.
Consistent Suppers for this holidays were good, very good.
However, it's too late to regret.
Next target, lose abit of weight before my 21st.
Hmm,location has not been confirmed anyway, so we shall see okay.

I think i better zzz early tonight, i need to wake up @ 6.45am.
Hmm, i used to wake up at that timing when i was in Clementi too, so not much diff.
Just that, this time round, i woke up at 645am is for lesson @ 9am not 8am anymore.
Oh my god, i feel so sad suddenly.

But! One good thing abou school is, i do not need to go to work and face the devil.
Hmm, the ugly and horrible one.

I am missing my sim-ers alreadyyyy

2010-04-08T22:21:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was bad,
last night was a tragedy.

I can't believe that i was in such pathetic state last night.
Thank god that Mel was there,or else, i might be lying somewhere dead by now.
I literally puked like no one business the whole night and caused so much trouble to Mel and my poor gastric.
It was so terrible that now, when i thought of alcohol, i will really puke.
The taste and the after effect, FML.
However, saw some old friends last night and really, like what auntie lucy says, 'so embarassing!'
Lastly, i really want to thank Mel for sending home and taking care of me throughout.
Eh,So sorry to the auntie who will gonna wash the basin with my waste.
Oppsyy.
I had fun last night!
:D

2010-04-04T23:09:00.002+08:00

I don't know why am i so pek chek out of sudden.

The sight of seeing her name appearing on my phone, gives me very negative and turn off mood.
However, this time round, i decided to pick up.
She asked me to extend to full tmr whereby i am m/6.
I said no, cos stacey is hospitalised.
DEN, FUCKING DEVIL START ASKING SO MANY QNS THAT SHE DO NOT NEED TO KNOW LIKE IS A SHE OR HE ETC.
WHAT THE FCUK GONNA DO WITH THIS ISSUE?
Den i said no because telle and roy will be home too tmr, so prolly need my help to take care of them.
Ppl who know me really well, know that i am always taking care of them wherever i'm upstairs.
AND SHE FUCKING HELL SAID THAT,'oh, since when you so family de?'
Of cos, with her standard of english.
She actually added that i may need to come back on sat because i can't extend full, so prolly need someone else to work full den adjust the roster.
Asshole, of cos i rather extend tmr than coming back on a sat which i do not even need to come back!
i called back and she was so DELIGHTED.
SO DELIGHTED THAT SHE SAID,'okok,thanks so much! and hor, the tidbits from BKK is in my locker already, tmr rmb to eat. hahah!'
HOW FAKE CAN SHE BE?
I HAVE BEEN ASKING FOR THAT TIDBITS FOR DAYS AND THIS IS WHAT SHE TOLD ME WHEN I SAID I AM FINE WITH EXTENDING.
'no changes liao hor, cannot change mind huh.'
WAH, IT'S MY OBLIGATION SI BO.
FUCKER NA BEI.
GOOD FOR NOTHING.
Seriously, i shouldn't even answer that call.
I am so regretted now.

I had a lil tiff with her this morning regarding some stock out item.
Okay, things go like this, whenever we stock out items, we need to fill in the doc no on the tf form, okay, for those gios ppl okay.
So i practised that for every single transfer, just fill in directly to prevent any double jobs.
So, just nice, this mrg when i signed in, devil wants me to fll in those done the previous night.
'wah, didnt write again? tsk!'
'haha, aiyah, last night, last min do de. so no time to write.'
'emma again? emma always don write de, shld make it a practice. you shld let them know mah.'
'last night 915pm den do de. so i told them stock out first, tmr mrg den write.'
'i know, what i meant was, you shld let them know and to have this kinda practice mah. always stock out everything den write, will double job eh. Will confuse themselves.'
'i already said, i did it last nigth at 915pm, no time to fill in. that's why i asked u to do it now.'
so basically, this woman isn't listening to what i was saying.
BRAINLESS WOMAN WITH BRAINLESS SENSE.
SO FUCKING DULAN.
HOW STUPID CAN SHE BE?
DUMBASS.
SHE'S WORSE THAN MY MAIDS.

2010-04-03T12:00:00.002+08:00

eh,i didnt watch it in 3D though.

Alright! Watched this last night at vivo with ting, super late as in we wanted to watch some later movies like Clash of the Titans but last night, all the slots were fully BOOKED!

We survived till the end of the show because there were many kids around us but okay lah, the show was nice.

Hmm, i don understand why someone actually emphazied toothless this fiercy dragon whereby, he's not TOOTHLESS! But the colour of the dragon, is awesomeeeee!

left one week to school and it really sucks to the core.

So many things undone,

i haven't go for my steamboat session

i haven't go K box with the MMSGs( Because it's 8dollars)

i haven't get to play hard

i haven't get my hair cut

Look, there're so many things undone and how am i possibly gonna do it in a week whereby some devils want me to work!

Stock take falls on the 2nd day of my school, and she actually hopes that i will not have school that day.

Dream on lah!

I will go, and pray hard that school ends at 7pm!

Nonsense one leh.

urghhh.

6/c later, evon said i am super friendly by working that shift, but somehow, i pity JR cos they are really lack of manpower.

I told cindy, take it or leave it, of cos she'll take lah!

and okay, fine, hopefully i can get to see my silly today where we walked past bah!

HEEEEE, sheese, i love working closing shifts on sats now!

2010-03-31T09:36:00.000+08:00

GPA 3.778

sheese,what was my previous GPA?

2010-03-29T00:24:00.002+08:00

Watched this movie like 3hrs ago..
Hmm, like what the Newpaper rated, 2.5stars BUT!
It's a very sweet movie.
Basically, there were many ladies watching and yah, it's kinda sweet of them lah..

There are 3 groups of people in this LOVE world,
1. Happily ever after
2. Singles and desperate in having one
3. Happily single and do not wish to wait for anyone.

people around, i think for friends circle, majority falls on no.2 which is not a good sign.
It's contagious i guess!
Oppsy, i don mean anything okay, no offence.
But why those people in no.1, can't spread some love luck to no.2's?
As for no.3, those people who thinks that they can do things alone, go anywhere alone and even just think alone, all these will not bring you to anywhere.
So, c'mon, join no.2.
Hunt for one seriously.

I am getting more and more evil already, sheese.
This week roster is so freeeee and i don like it!
It's the last week to see my 09 and yet, i only work like 3days!
Aiyah, fated seriously.
I guess, it's really hard for me to make the first move.
Just another eye candy.

I had so much prawns these days and weeks, and i am not shitting in regular basis.
and what's worst? I am getting fatter due to regularly suppers and irregulary shittings.
How nice.

2010-03-26T09:58:00.002+08:00

How unlucky/lucky can i be?!
My 09 used to work in Gio!
And bloody hell, all these while, i have been saying he's 09, he can actually understand our colour language. How lucky!
How unlucky is that, he must have know that i am referring to him!
omfg!
What's more? my 09 works till next week and he will be gone.
Reason being, he was under the devil before and actually have some disagreements, so when he saw the devil is working here too, he decided to leave.
Wah biang, i finally have found some motivation to work and now he's leaving for some stupid reasons. it's not like he's one of us anymore.
Oh well, fated.
I still can't believe it! Imagine i have been saying all these while and he understand lor!
Aiyohhhh..paisei to the max.
thanks JS for these info, and really made me feel so silly.
Silly....links to someone again.
Oh, he's there!
Hmm, he's nicer this time round, hmm...
He's better than the 09 actually.
Aiyah, just another eye candy.
But, silly is really quite cute too.
Aiyoh, my working life is nothing but cute guys.
But hello, what to do?
I have to survive in such state, i need something to light up my life.
that's why i always love to buy KOI after work with Cindy. :D :D :D

2010-03-24T22:56:00.001+08:00

First time, i felt that i am really a burden.
Sorry arh, if i am capable to keep your kids awake at this time.
I am starving right fucking now, working the whole day, facing some fucking devils and stood throughout to and fro to work whereby i did not sleep well last night.
So sorry lor.

I shall starve myself tonight again, THANKS TO YOU.

2010-03-21T11:01:00.002+08:00

Ytd was a slow day for me as my o9 left about 6plus whereby i should be able to see him in the pantry!
Oh well, don expect much cos i will be like working 2days next week in OGM!
How sad, i have been bugging Jenny to rmb to indirectly mentioning my name to remind him!
hahah, okay, i am talking nonsense again.
Ended work and went out with ting after her friend sent us back to her place.
Mustafa in the middle of the night was fun, ally will love this cos they have everything.
And, it's so much cheaper than watson's! Ally, you should come with us next time, okay?
Bought so many useless things and i think i even found this German-Self-Help book.
But when i wanna see how much it is, ting pulled me off.
It was fun and nice to have good friends around you, where you can say anything to them.
And analyse things with you whenever you're in doubt.
Ting is seriously good in this but i realise, if the person turns out to be her, she won't get it.
Slept only 6hours, and i think i need a nap later on.

I am so addicted to B2st's SHOCK!

2010-03-19T23:16:00.002+08:00

Work is on tmr!
Sheese, i can't wait!
Eh, can't wait to go to work IF ONLY col 01 is there!
Hmm, 09 lah. He has been wearing 09 these days! heee!

Met trish and deon today, like finally!
Had fun even though we waited for 2 hrs for our appointment.
Wax in the city seriously have some management problems.
How can they let us wait whereby we have made an appt?
And we waited for 2hrs!
What's worst, their services are not very good, i rather go to the Annie's Nail Saloon oppo my house's market.
Oh yah, FOC so don complain.
Thanks Sis!
Going to bed earl y to have my beauty sleep so that i can get to see my 01 in my 'better' form!
I'm talking nonsense okayyyyy, I AM.

2010-03-17T23:45:00.001+08:00

Obsession,
I think i am getting a little bit too over already.
Eye candy doesn't equals to Crush.
I have been telling myself that.
But hello, when i saw him in the pantry, i cant believe that i always look away!
Prolly i should be calmer and cooler.
I must.
Hmm, he isn't that good looking anymore, but he's very friendly looking.
He's always with a smile and i hate that.
Because it means, he's not smiling at me only!
UrghHH.
It's alright, weekends will be here soon.
And hopefully i will be able to see him.
Shit lah, who will be so excited to go work?
So silly of me.
But hello? It's so tough to work in those conditions and environment with certain people,
so, finally there's a motivation for me to go work.
Isn't it a good news?

he's now Xiao Hei! :D

2010-03-15T23:41:00.001+08:00

I am back!

I can't wait to be back!

because i wanna go work!

So disappointed in myself can?!

I wnna go work because of the col 01 (which is 09 today)

So useless of me.

But oh well, he's here todayyy! Full shift somemore!

Worst, he's now good frens with the tik-go vanness wu oppo, he will be one too, as time goes by.

Tsk Tsk Tsk.

Hopefully he will be there on wed! Pls pls pls!

He's kinda cute, really. ;D

2010-03-11T23:48:00.001+08:00

Hmm, Spencer will be tagging along to the KL trip so, there will be a kid around.
Erjie is super disappointed that a kid has to tag along because some asshole influenced him.
anyway, i hope this does not affect our mood!
Off i go.
But i wanna say,

I SAW COL 01 TODAYYYY!!!!!!

2010-03-10T22:48:00.001+08:00

Exams are overrr, what's next?
I just need to undergo one more full shift and i will be off to KL for shop and eat!
Just one more day, no matter how that woman is gonna scream at me tmr, doesn't matter.
No matter how unreasonable customers will be, it's alright.
Cos i am in a GOOD MOOD!
:D
:D

2010-03-08T22:35:00.001+08:00

WBS is down.
Friday, padi padi come.

2010-03-07T01:25:00.002+08:00

is 1.25am now, a sunday.
Rightfully, i will be having my wbs exam tmr.
And now, im only on unit 8 for BPS!
I should be eyes big big and study but the com is luring me, the bed is luring me.
What's worst? The MJ game is seducing me too!
Urghh, nothing goes well lah!
Was in JP the whole day with different group of people.
What made me happy was the dinner with sis.
I am glad that she's doing very fine, don let us worry!
Be tough and fcuk that man upside down if there's a need.
I want to zzz but my hair is wet.
I want to zzz cos my eyelids are dropping.
I want to zzz cos i don know what's a Treasury services.
I want to zzz cos it's 1.28am.

2010-03-05T12:06:00.002+08:00

Can someone tell me how to help her?
What he's doing, is it illegal?
I want him to get retribution and not her.
Why is going a short trip meaning dumping the whole family?
I feel so disgraced by having such brother in law.
The elder one somemore.
i think, you need to see a doc, but you always refused.
I feel like doing something evil to you but i don know how.
I don wanna affect the kids or my sis, but i feel like killing you.
Fcuk you asshole.
Even Asshole word is too respectful for you.
I think, i shall call you __

2010-03-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

Headed to Je library to study today,
at least SLIGHTLY more productive than staying at home.
Thank god.
But i still need to add more oil to make sure my GPA won't drop.

Why do we have to give in to others whereby we can't take it?
Why can't the others give in to us instead?
But if both sides can't give in to each other,
do they really have to hang on to the r/s?
to my dear friend, i believe you can find someone better and cuter.
So don make yourself feel so upset and stressed up.

to my sis, our door is always open for you. That asshole don deserve what you are giving him. Ask him fuck off and pls come back.
The whole family are insane people with pea brains.
You are not, pls come back before you become one.

I can't wait to finish all my papers and off i go KL!

2010-03-02T20:33:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to Ang Jie Sheng!

Officially 21st today, hope everything goes well for him!

Last night was seriously, laugh till i wanna die.

The surprise from the staffs were indeed surprising, the balloons they prepared for him, hilarious.

Hope he enjoyed last night!

Exams are up next week and i have not started yet. I better start on my BPS man.

Doing the questions now, and i still need to refer book.

LBssss.

2010-02-28T21:51:00.003+08:00

Steamboat for supper last night with these people!

Oh man, it was a farewell for yipeng but in the end, is for Jimmy too!

How sad, i was telling Jimmy a good news but we ended our day with heavy hearts as he'll be transferring to oga to replace YP!

And guess whos coming to replace Jimmy?

The gamble queen eh!

The 2 ladies that are the most difficult to handle are all in ogm.

FML seriously.

How am i gonna survive with them?

Just one is enough, for this kinda situation,it's never two is better than one lor.

FML.

Anyway, i am on 2 weeks exam leave so god bless the rest who are gonna work with them these weeks.

Hopefully 01 will still there when i'm back!

*pray real hard*

I should be studying now but i am so addicted to the MJ game.

and i am so sleepyy, how how how?

2010-02-27T08:57:00.000+08:00

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:D
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2010-02-24T00:14:00.002+08:00

Okay, what exactly happened during the interview?

I bloody hell broke down infront of zaki and eunice!
How embarassing is that?!
I always appear to be a strong and independent lady to them, but i guess, they have stepped onto my weakness.

Zaki: what is your motivation in life?
Sara: hmm,my dad.

And i started to break down!
Don laugh okay cos i mean it!

Frankly speaking, for the O's, i did not do well to go to a polytechic.
I went to SIM and spent like 3k for the Foundation course.
Thank god, i passed the foundation and got into DMS.
however, i flung one of the module which is A.maths.
I need to pay $600 for this repeated module.
How the fuck am i gonna tell my dad that i have to pay more than half a thousand for not being hardworking enough?
Luckily, the god pitied me and dad, it let me striked 4D of $500 and i only took another $100 from dad.
How HENG is that!
Next, in Sem 2, i still flung my A.maths, without taking the exams.
Because the CA itself is already 50%, so no point taking the exams since i already flung the half of it.
I was terminated but i actually told my dad when the school is gonna start again which bloody hell, i have to let him know the truth!
When i broke the news to him, he replied a 'okay lor' instead of scolding me.
Look, i cried even more jia lat okay!
is like, i rather him fuck me upside down than just saying 'okay, it's alright.'
You know how depressed i was?
I felt so bad and remorseful for what i have done.
Not only these, i have actually done something really major to the extend that my dad was so ill and ignored me for a week.
He forgave me for whatever i do.
After the SIM issue, i worked for a year in OGP as a part-timer and being a slacker for another part-time.
After i decided to enter ITE, i told myself that i must make him realy proud and make sure, i will not disappoint him once more!
Thats why, i am so wanting to go Germany for the exchange programme to make him feel that, I have done something that others can't!
It's very big deal to me as i have never imagined myself going for an exchange programme to other country due to my academic and behaviour in school, thats why i was selected.

To me, i can lose everything but my dad.
I can kanna fuck upside down outside when working, i can let my SIC kao bei or screamed to the urge of crying and probably, feel real emo and super shagged after a full shift.
At the end of the day, the sight of seeing dad lying on the sofa watching tv and waited for me to return, made me feel that life isn't that bad.
I still have my dear family members to pamper me whenever i'm at home.
Erjie will talk to me and KB mum to me,
Bro in law will talk cock to me and trying to be funny,
mum will buy food for me and nags like no one's busniess,
the kids will make me angry for not finishing their means asap
and dad will talk many reasons to be which i don even wanna listen but can't talk back.
All these, really make me feel that i am still very lucky one hor!

You all may think i am talking nonsense but oh well, i believe many ladies out there, after what bullshits have happened to them in their external world, they will look for their parents especially fathers as they will be the ones protecting you forever.

Lucky for zaki to see the emotional side of me.
But i still feel so embararassed for breaking down in front of him!
Anyone but not him!
Shit lah, now when i talk to him, i must cover my face!
LBSSS lah.

I seriously hope this broke down won't affect my chances of going.
Anyway, now is pray hard only lor.
LBSsss lahhhh.
SVE mock tmr and i just reached home.
Geeee Geeeee

2010-02-22T09:28:00.002+08:00

Interview for the Germany trip is tmr!
Shit, and i completely forgotten about it.
After hearing the qns asked for the other classes, i super have no confidence i can do well.
Geeee Geeee lahhhhh.

Oh well, gonna do some research on Germany already for my better future!
Wish me luck people!
LBSssss

2010-02-19T13:05:00.003+08:00

Oh no,i'm in love with the florist.
hmm, not ashton kutcher but Reed.
He dump those unwanted flowers into the river one by one personally because he thinks it will be great to let those residents, to see these flowers flooding on the river the moment they woke up.
How sweet!
And i don find it sissy at all!
Too bad, he's together with Jennifer Garner and not Jessica Alba. Such a pity.
This show is so fated-and-well-planned.
Too perfect to be true.
And lastly, who says it's best to date your best oppo sex friend?
NO WAY!

Oh well, 7/10 for this movie!

Oh fuck, it's friday. :(

2010-02-18T00:16:00.002+08:00

Telle and Elroy!
They are not twins, even though they look super alike here.
Telle jiejie may be look cute and sweet here, but don't get cheated by her. hahah!

Mrs Oei and me...:)

Xiao Yiyi and Elroy!

Da Yiyi, Spencer didi and Xiao yiyi

Dajie and me. Look alike? Don think so anymore... (:

2nd Daytelle jie2 and didi!

The food we prepared on the 2nd day, imagine, my nails managed to survive after doing all this!

Of cos, i only help to cut and stuff those veggies, but it was tough okay!

3rd Day

@ Gerrad's place.

Wow, his place was amazing.

Once the lift opens, it will be your house.

How nice and convenient!

However, all these advantages pay a higher price okay.

and at some wulu place in SG!

What the hell is AKYAB wrong?

Ang Kok Yong Ah Beng? hahha! Craps.

But think will be last time heading there as they are moving soon again!

Why this family always move house like changing clothes and change cars like drinking water?

Oh well, this is the difference.

We are all human but oh well, some people are capable to just live their lives to the fullest.

I am going for exam leave soon!

Yippsyy!

Alright people, Happy Chinese New Year okay!

2010-02-14T02:04:00.001+08:00

I killed a cockroach in my room at the first 2 hrs of CNY of tiger.
The corpse is still lying down there and i have no idea how to dispose it.
What if it moves when i sweep it out?
Oh man.
I have not decided what to wear tmr.
Oh man.
My nails are giving me problems, i cant type properly.
Super not used to it,
Oh man.
I am starving right now.
Oh man.

2010-02-12T00:57:00.003+08:00

FOOODDDDDD!
not exactly, met these ladies to town to do some last min CNY shopping but i onyl got myself a blazer! Shit...i think i can only rely on my that dress already..Lao bah Sai..
Oh well, walked from Lucky Plaza to OGP, den from OGP back to 313.
How tiring! But i enjoyed it so much! Was so busy with sch work and work, finally there's a day i can calm myself down and have fun with these babes!
So so so so fucking happy to meet them, i swear.
Yeahhh, i did some stupid thing and caused so much embarassment.
Anyway, don wish to mention it now, but let me tell you, the food was great!
Look and drools lah you alllllll......:D :D :D

everyone was looking at our table because of those salads.

OMG, can't finished it in the end, but oh well, cheap and good lah!

With good accompany, good atmosphere, cheap bargains, good food and last but not least, cute waiter!

What else can we ask for more?

I want more of this! MOREEEEEEE

2010-02-11T10:37:00.002+08:00

Time is so not enough for me.
I have not done the spring cleaning, havent got enought CNY clothes and have not met up with all my friends for a dinner!
How depressing. :(

Somehow, i am not very excited towards CNY, think of the entertaining those aunties, and confirm will ask,'where's your boyfriend?'
kao, ball also don have where got boyfriend.

There's this lecturer in our school, she seems nice but she's evil.
She's not my kind of evil, she is really evil.
She can speak to you with no proper manners and call her teacher.
She may be mean to her collegues, sorry for them, but we shall not be affected.
Just another few weeks, JIA YOU BA!

Can't wait to meet the MMSG tonight for shopping,laughters and phototakings!!!
yippyyys! i am finally living like a young lady tonight. :D

2010-02-10T00:01:00.002+08:00

When i was on the way back, i was cursing to myself in the train and thinking how to organise the paragraphs to write in here to rant out my anger for today.
So it goes..

School was okay, adrian lee yelled super loud and it gave us a shock.
Home after school as work starts at 6.30pm.

WORK
Work was bad, crowded, messy, no cute guys.
What made it worst? YY was there! Lao bah sai..anyway she left shortly so still alright.
I was suay suay appointed to fold back the bunch of print tees as it was like a mountain lah.
As i was folding, more ladies came to mess it up again.
The more i fold, the more customers came forward to browse. So what the fuck for i fold?
Nevermind,after many attempts, i finally done with it and guess what?
The aunties who came from no where, want to get a size that she wanted, accused me for nto getting for her!
She said,'miss, you always run away after i ask you take. i wait for very long liao leh.'
'oh,sorry miss. you didnt ask me take at all what.'
Of course, i have to go back to get for her and thanks to her, i got another cut on my finger.
Fuck her.
Another one, a phone call from this specified customer who knows my name, called to clear her doubts. I seriosuly don know why she fucking don understand what i was saying, i was speaking english okay.
Prolly because she can't catch up so she kept saying,'i don understand.'
don understand? den stop asking!
Urghh.
Emma did a huge mistake by doing settlement without making the cards amount tallied.
She must thank god that she was with jimmy and not cindy.
Because of her mistake, we have to stay a lil while longer to tally her things but oh well, she sure kanna from cindy.
Emma was suay today, a customer scolded her loudly during my conversation with the stupid customer on the line.
No complaints please, we are all very hardworking people.

It supposed to be a longer post, but after telling dad what happened, i felt so relieved.
Although he did not give me any comments that i want to hear, but at least, i feel so much better.
whewww.

It's not the end yet, i still have a friday night and CNY eve to deal with.
I am so glad that i am the cashier for the past few weeks, now i understand how it felt to be on the selling floor on a busy festive.
wheeeee

2010-02-06T00:00:00.002+08:00

A long day i had!
Went Singapore Flyer in the sunny morning and headed to vivo with dajie for shopping!
SG flyer was alright, hmm, times were spent wisely, busying taking photos as usual and at least, once in a lifetime.
ended at around 11am.
Took 75 to outram and met dajie at 12.
Shopping around and guess what?
I only put a top from F21! How depressing!
I can't believe this! I haven't been shopping for so long and this is what i got?
Such a letdown of myself!
But anyway, hopefully this coming thurs, i will get something better from town with the MMSG. :D

home for dinner and met sammie to JP.
Wow, JP changed again and thats a lil annoying.
yah,even JP is a lil chim for me tonight but oh well, first time mah!
Shop around for some necessities and settled in long John with libing.
I am so happy to see them seriously, we are always talking about what happened in yps.
the people, the things that happened and those times, so memorable.
it's so hilarious as we were so busying digging out the people's FB now, to see how they look like.
there are some really make us feel so surprised, their changes are too real to be true.
some wu lu girls who speak like a mice, looks like some ah lian now lor!
Unbelievable!
I think we really need to meet up with the people we mentioned today, and have a good laugh again. How i wish it will be tmr! haha!
Oh well, i miss those times that we were in yps.
When there's pressure-free,
when we can play hard,
when we can do whatever we want and no one blames us because we are still 'young'
and last but not least,
we can buy whatever we want w/o any financial worries.
These 11 years, passed so fast that i cant even catch up.
however, i wish to catch with them for the next 11 years and counting on for more.
:D :D :D

Work is on tmr! Oh fuck,it's friday AGAIN! :(

2010-02-03T23:16:00.002+08:00

New eye candy spotted!
After so long,i finally found some motivation to work!
Amy is always the only one who has motivation as her 09 is just opposite us, but hello,now,mine is next to us!
Although today i just took a glance, but i think, should be not bad.
Hopefully he will be around this weekend!
:D :D

Can't wait for this friday!
Shopping shopping!
hope sis will not dua me again..........

01010101010101.........<3

2010-01-29T21:38:00.003+08:00

BPS is finally fucking done!

everyone felt so relieved and tired.

have been facing msword for like 10 days and i tell you, no joke.

So sick of using com now,but oh well, the food in my cafeworld is done soon so bo bian need to log in. ;D

Last visit to St Luke and it's kinda okay.

Although it wasn't that fun like last week, at least, it's nice to see these elderys smiling once more!

Bad cough and manly voice like ting.

oh fuck,it's friday.

2010-01-28T14:20:00.002+08:00

BPS left with only those major summaries and conclusions and Sara will be done with it!
MC a day at home doing this is a wondeful choice.
Don misunderstood, i am really suffering from blocked nose okay.
My nose was in a super terrible state last night that i almost chopped off last night.
It's blocked but the fluid kept on dripping down profusely!

Slept till 930 and see a doc.
Sigh, just 2 packets of med cost me $28 and Cab Fare is not included yet okay.
Forget it, as long as i can finish my BPS and allow my nose to work normally, it doesn't really matter anymore.
Everyone is chionging BPS now, let's Jia You okay BA!
I don wanna work on sat!
Oh fuck, weekends are coming. LBS.

2010-01-27T23:07:00.002+08:00

I wanna join the MMSG to town!
I wanna join them for Mac!
I wanna join them for jogging
BUT!
i have tons of reports to do
i have a test on friday
i have to work with a sucky IC
last but not least, i am unwell!

like what the fuck. must be her!
It sure is!
I must have been too angry over her that i got sick.
Stupid square face with tiny neck.

2010-01-25T15:20:00.002+08:00

I am seriously like wasting my life.
When everyone is having fun during their weekends, shopping,movie or hanging out with friends, what the fuck am i doing?
I am working in that pathetic place, with annoying person (decided to use person and not people as only HER that irritates me) and with all sort of people = customers.
They are just some huge pain in my arse as i have to work for them!
How fucking hell is this?!
Have already woke up from the wrong side of the bed, and what really made me feel so unfair?
Is like, that woman was lelonging like no one business!
Everyone was looking at her and she really has no shame!
The way she lelong, god damn it, imagine her high pitch voice, oh fuck.
I was hoping to be like Harry Potter so that i can seal her mouth and maybe just remove her mouth from her that annoying face!
I was also hoping to be like a Harry Potter and used my ward to make all the people vanished from OG!
The passageway between Adidas and Us, was OMFG!
No one is entering neither of our counters, they were simply just walking and stopping to browse around!
what's next? When we wanna get something from the end of the counter and there's no way to walk through as some of you know, with all those dices and wagons, tables and those stands, with so many stocks, how am i suppose to walk through?
as usual, i have to walk together with these kaypohs and prolly took a few mins just to take a pair of jeans in the wagon at the back.

Finally when the time reaches 930, she actually misunderstood my joke and think that i was fucking serious.
I fucking don give a damn for how she thinks, but she should not confront and clarify just like that!
I find it so annoyed when she questioned me and clearing her thoughts by repeating something that i don wish to talk about!
NB CB her.
I thought everything turn better, Oh man, i was so bloody hell wrong.
I should never thought that as

LEOPARDS WILL NEVER CHANGE ITS SPOTS.

2010-01-22T23:02:00.003+08:00

I should be doing my bps report but obviously, i am soo tired to do it anymore due to the exercise i did in the afternoon in St Luke's Elder Care Centre!
It's fun actually, everyone was perspiring like it's not airconditioned. Especially me can, my top was like wet!
Hmm,first time doing such thing and i think i really need to do it more often.
As being the evil no.1 in school, i have to do more good deeds in order to be more evil...HELL NO!
These old folks are actually still alright lah, except there's this one, being very dao and refused to do whatever we asked her to.
Oh well, forcing is not the solution so we kept on jumping and dancing around.
What really made me laugh like crazy was the music played.
We were supposed to dance as the music plays and guess what?
The music were 'Evacuate the dancefloor' and 'i wanna hold your hand' etc.
But hello? Evacuate the dancefloor? i almost roll on the floor laughing now the moment i thought of it.
Overall, it's a very very good and fruitful experience.
Probably 50yrs down the road, we will be there too. Sitting and watch the ITE students dance like some mad dogs.
Bottom of my heart, i hope they enjoyed man.
And there's one more session next friday, hopefully things will be well-planned this time round. :)

Alright, we were dancing this chicken little song but it is more to a FOOD song.

it's all about, roti pratas, char kuey teow, mee rubus/siam and chu cheong fun.

Shit,i am hungry already. :(

I think i was singing the CNY songs and walking around.

Self introduction. It's so funny to see these old folks, listening to our introduction in english mode somemore.

See you all aunties and uncles next week!

Sorry for our disturbance though!

Full for the next 2days.

Cheong ah!

2010-01-21T21:22:00.003+08:00

yipeng and Dan. Thanks for sending me to the bus stop though!

Cindy, Emma and Cherly.

The hardworking lil girl whose eng is super slang.

Jen and dong ying!

The 3 OGs+exOGs!

Actually there are more and more photos with the lady boss but think, probably the moment she uploaded those, will be next month liao. haha!

Chervon's last night with the whole YY's territory and as i was expected, there're only HANDFUL of cute guys.

LBS......hmm, i shld have said 'Hi' to him last night lor! So pai sei when we saw each other actually. Anyway, there'll be other chances to say so. :D

Slept only like 4hrs plus and off to sch at 8am today!

Not only me, the whole class was don-know-why so tired so apparently, lee dismissed us TWO HOURS earlier.

He was left with no choice as everyone's faces were, 'hurry, end this. hurry!'

Another good news coming up, shall not be revealled first.

When things get really confirmed, i shall name it here.

I never thought that i will have the chance, hopefully i shall cherish this opportunity TTM!

*got to chiong BPS liaoo.....urghh*

2010-01-20T18:13:00.002+08:00

Having this bad headache right now and i still have to go Chervon's later on for the gathering.
Hopefully the place will be cooling enough to withstand the heatiness for these few days.

Frankly speaking, i wish i can.
It's the first time that i wanna try something real diff and this is not just anything that everyone can get.
There are quite a few barriers so i think, i shall see how it goes again.
Who knows? I may not going anyway.

2010-01-19T21:22:00.002+08:00

The weekends were horrible!
Not becos of her this time, surprising right?
can't get to zzz for the 2nights over the weekends and it sucked.
Wonder if she has come into her senses, she did not tried to be funny to me anymore already eh!
I think in her gio life, no part timers actually said sarcastic remarks on her in front of her face, and i actually did it.
Hmm, alright lah, nowadays, i am still okay with her.
hengggggg.

more projects are coming up!
BPS due next friday and i only started on the cover page. Gee Gee lah!
Must score well for BPS!
Holidays will start early march and it means that, exams will be earlier than we thought. and this is a bad news. Don really know what BPS is talking about lor, and worst, WBS is a killer now.
It's just memo and report writing, why make things so complicated for us?

YY's terr gathering is tmr.
Hopefully the cute guys will come early if there's any. ;D
first time the gathering is held so near to my place! Somehow glad YY stays jurong, or else, this time confirm will be at Pasir Ris again.
Chervon's not bad too, wonder if it can contain so many people though.

Got to edit my SVE script and BPS report already.
I'm missing my MMSG alreadyss.

*oh man, ah beng is so not my cup of tea. I am so glad that i still prefer green tea.
LOL~

2010-01-17T09:41:00.002+08:00

the col 69!
:D :D :D
So glad that i walked past can, and he was wearing the same col as me....
Now i know, he will most prob there on sats.
You can't imagine how happy i was after a full shift!
Another eye candy is UP!
:D :D

Supper with sammie and bing was great.
Cant believe their conversation was about getting MARRIED on 12/12/12.
Wah, it seems so far for me, both my long long friends are getting married!
So happy for them especially sammie!
7yrs of dating is not a joke, imagine you have to get tgt with him for the rest of your life..wow..jia you babes..
As for bing, glad that this one is so much better than the previous one.
Meet up for the steamboat soon eh!
Loves. *

2010-01-14T08:47:00.002+08:00

They ARE BACKKKKK!!

I finally found the rest of Eps of theirs WGM in youtube!

Shit, this means i will be chionging the rest of the eps and not doing my bps. heee.

Their WGM eps is god damn so funny, i likeeee.....!

Alright, stoning in sch now and nothing has to be done.

I better start doing my BPS i think. :D

2010-01-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hi bye Hi bye Hi bye Hi bye Hi bye...

What are these people thinking?
These people use their Dicks to think and not their brain.
These people should exchange roles with us and let them know how we exactly feel when they are toying our feelings.

Just one day only,
even Dan Lang revenge on his Bao Zhu jie!
Shit lah,whatever i say, HPTX will still be mentioned.
Jia latt

2010-01-10T23:27:00.003+08:00

First steamboat in 2010!

Had a great time with these people!

<3>

HPTX is testing my patience seriously.

Aiyohhh!

2010-01-09T23:42:00.002+08:00

This post should be posted on 6th of jan!
Oppssyyy, was toooo busy with reports and projects!
Was chionging both WBS and ETP and guess what, we chionged these 2 in just a week.
Suddenly feel so relieved and proud. But all these don just come easy, 4hrs of sleep for the last 2 days was insane.
Went to school on fri and i was like stoned.
anyway, some pics uploaded for warren's birthday!

The birthday boy. Forgot to scold him that night for playing knife.

My fav didi!

Whenever you asked him how old he is, he will reply, 'twenty forr....'

Don ask me why is 24 out of so many numbers? haha!

The chio estelle!

Poor estelle, Xiao yiyi promised to buy more french fries for you okay! :D

I expect something gonna happen between me and her today but strangely, nothing happened eh!

Miracle. and there won't be any unhappiness thing happening tmr as she will be leaving early.

Heng-Ga-nathan!

Just one more full shift, and it'll be over!

:) :) :) :) :)

*oh yah, i need to find out where he is located now! =p

2010-01-04T23:35:00.004+08:00

Be thankful, you are already in the best stage you ever have.
Kids are all growing up fast and what else do you wish for?

Sometimes, don think you are in the worst state and make everyone pity or feel sorry for you, look at the people around you. You are so bloody fortunate.
Be thankful and be glad that you have such wonderful life already.
You get what you want, what else more?
I can't say this in your face cos i don wanna to create any unnecessary trouble.
You better don pull a long face tmr when they come over.
Be mature and generous.

2010-01-03T13:39:00.003+08:00

Ytd was a super fucking sucky day.
I don know why am i so affected when she got into my nerves.

First:
She used another POS while i went makan so when i came back, i asked,
'eh? why use two POS?'
'the Q so long, don use then let the Q long until where?'
Hello? There wasn't any Q when i came back.

Second:
Due to the bulk purchase, she asked for a super big carton from OG and placed it next to our counter.
I was so shocked to see that so i asked JIMMY,
'wah! what's that?!'
'CARTON LAH! CANT U SEE?!' she screamed.
'FEI HUA! OF COS I KNOW IS CARTON LAH! WHY U SO BIMBO DE?'
'YOU ASKED THIS KINDA FEI HUA, U SAW A CARTON OF COS IS A CARTON LAH!'
'FEI HUA! OF COS I KNOW IS A CARTON. I AM ASKING WHAT IT IS FOR. WHO WILL THINK LIKE YOU LIKE A BIMBO?! IS LIEK ASKING, WHEN I SAW JIMMY, YOU ASKED WHOS THAT, OF COS IS A HUMAN BEING LAH!'
Jimmy said,'no, is A MAN!'
I don know where she left her brains at seriously, prolly she don even have one.

Third:
OG cashier don allow me to buy the adidas top ytd!
Cos there's 20% off for that so i wanna buy it first and place it at the adidas counter den prolly next week den ask someone to bring out for me.
After i got rejected by the cashier, i stomped back and told JIMMY only, that they don allow.
And this high pitch voice interuppted our conver again.
'Girl, you don know de meh? today cant shop de mah!'
'but im not bringing out today what. i just wanna purchase as a customer!'
'you don know de meh? you work for so long liao?!'
Hello, was i talking to you in the first place?
'why got so angry? you deserved it mah. you should know the rules and regulations.'
'its ok. i think u go plan ur roster.*ignoring her*'
'true right, you work so long liao, u shld know mah.'
'yah, i shld know. *whatever fuck* u go do ur things.' and i walked off from her.
Wah, my temp chiong up to don know how many degrees and at the end of the day, i got angry not because of the cashier but the fucking bitch.

after she left,
'was i even talking to her? fucking her. i got angry not because the cashier don let me buy but because of her.'
'exactly, if i know these things, den i wont ask my fren to come and get for me lor.' jimmy said.

The day ended in a very bad way and seriously, sch reopens and the times i am gonna see her will decreased and i think, i can tolerate longer.
However, the meet up with ting and wz made me feel so much better!
Thanks girls. although we didnt talk much, but the accompany was great.
The food was oily, the air was smoky and the journey was quite long. HAHAHAHAH!

When i got back and recapped, she can prolly get whatever she wants and hopes for,
like a wondeful marriage,
a wonderful job that can pay her better than she deserves with her qualifications
and prolly wonderful friends.
BUT BUT BUT BUT, there's one thing really bad for her and i find it so disgraceful. This thing will actually follows her forever.
I find so much better when i thought of it cos she will be so embarassed by that but there's nth she can do unless medication help.
I pity the indon customer who came ytd and bought $2551.
She served her thoughout and i don know how the customer can take it.
HER MOUTH STINKS TO THE MAX everyday!
It's already getting more and more jia lat.
The phone is really cannot make it.
Even yp called at night, most of the time is her picking up and not us.
and yp knows that becus the phone stink so badly that no one wants to use it.
Ahhh, frgt to use the wet tissue to clean it.
Prolly, we need to use the teabag and placed it on the phone to kill the germs she generated from her mouth.
FUCKING DISGUSTING.

2010-01-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

Today is 2010 already!
Super not used to it as i have been indicating the date on the WWS card and i kept writing 01/10/10 instead.
Too confusing alreadyy..

Very crowded day indeed, no, should be these days due to the end of year!

Last day of the year, was thinking to go home and have a good rest but oh well, went supper with mum and dad and i really enjoyed it!
Nothing much was said or discussed, just some short simple talks and the moments we shared together for the countdown.
Sounds funny and boring right?
But who cares? I like!
Somehow, the thought of going town and squeezed with the people, really make my head spin.
Some supper sessions will be just good enough. :)

What's next?
Work today at 11am!
I don think i did say any 'happy new year' to any customers today although it is one.
Throughout the whole day, i realised the service standard for OGM dropped.
Not mainly because we are sick of serving the same old nasty people or repeating the same old promotion every single min,
prolly* shit, am gng be evil again *, because of whom we work with and the motiviations needed!
I don think i need to rub on as all we know is that, SHE, isnt making our lives any better.
YY's emails always write, 'Leaders/SICs, motivate your staffs and make them cheong for you! positive make positive.'
tell me how when like she isn't likeable?
oh well, only when yuki and Jimmy are there, den prolly i will work harder. haha!
Like what i've mentioned, what really make me feel like our services are jin jia lat is, the aunties who work in the Mr Bean @ Chin grdn MRT!
It's not the first time i am so impressed with their service and attitude, apparently every single time i go, they will always be so nice and approachable.
Sometimes, after a day's work, o don even talk to the other staffs in OG although we work in the same building, but these aunties make me feel like chatting with them. As in, strike a longer conversation while waiting for my 3in1 rice balls which need 3mins.
Just went and they actually said 'happy new year' to me.
This makes me recap, did i say that to any customers today?
I even have the cheek to tell my parents that i did not eve say to any and they laughed.
Who says elderlys cant work especially in service line?
Youngsters like us, easily get angry and du lan, easily throw thantrums and prolly, easily just give an unwillingly face,
but elderlys, they will not. They have this very positive mindset and think,'neh mind lah.'
People who work with elderlys should know what i meant.
Lian Jie is the best example.
She will try her best to help the customers in every needs, as in, what they really want to get, what benefits them the most etc.
Don doubt, she can easily just make a min bulk and the customers are usually, men or in families.
I rmb she will always help customers whenever she can and she always said,' must have an open mindset..anyway, so old liao, nothing to complain anymore. can do then do lor, try our best.'
Suddenly, i miss her so much!
Anyway, back to the topic, people will think that youngsters can work faster and more efficiently but, they can actually make mistakes easier and they can just hack care and do it w.o any second thoughts.
Elderlys on the other hand, as they have more experiences in life, they will think of what will happened next and this actually outstand how harsh youngsters can be.

I almost forgot, i myself is actually under the youngsters service provider cateogry. hahah!
Full tmr, and i think i got to cheong my WBS already.

傻瓜我们都一样
:)

2009-12-28T21:58:00.002+08:00

What's next?
Welcoming 2010!
Time flies so fastttt and what happened lately?
Xmas gatherings!

With the Ex Giors, went steamboat at Tiong Bahru and have so much laughters!
We laughed about what, who, why and etc that happened before.
Feel so bad towards Shirley cos she was like a lil lost but oh well, she was a lil occuppied by her phone too mah! hee, glad to hear that she doing very very fine and gonna be better.
hahahah!

Next, MMSG party at my place last night.
The early birds were so sleepy that it started off with slient mode.
And after long waiting, we finally got out exchange gifts sessions!
I was so excited about it can! And worst of all, no one likes my present!
How sad, although it's not very constructive but, it's something nice to eat mah!
If i didnt get that annoying ulcer at the tip of my throat, i have sure ate more!
Oh yah, anyway i got a COKE phone from unis's bf and i find it so funny that ting got a hair dye from AJS.
The face of ting was seriously, 'WTF!'
hahah!

Enjoyed myself to the fullest these days and can't wait for the CNY when everyone comes together again!

Like what ting said, shall not ask for anything else cos obviously no one heard what we prayed for so, let nature takes its own course alright!
Work is on tmr and sch in on NEXT fcuking week.
Why did the hols passes so fast this time round?
Urghhhh and what's the worst of the worst?
I haven't been jogging due to the weather. gee geeeee!

2009-12-24T00:03:00.002+08:00

Its so creepy today, i've seen 4 familiar faces today!
All in one evening, so coincidence!

Anyway, slacked at home and watch some funny HK dramas before fetching the kids.
Met trish at 7pm and wanting to watch the boduguards and assassins, but too bad, no tickets already so left to paragon for my longed Fish&Co!
The seafood platter, is quite bad.
It's not as nice as in the past, no wonder deon always want Mahanttan instead!
MFM is so much better, and really, look at the mussles, i can actually sip the garlic sauce for MFM but the fish&co one, it's like sipping butter! Don even have the guts to try. Eeeek.
Ting joined us fer some desserts too and yah, as usual, suan me like no one's business!
hahahah, i hope for the best for all of us okay! ;D

I am having the fcuking sore throat and tmr, still got to go work and see that bitch.
Why am i sooooo PAI MIA..............................
March March March!!

Thanks trish fer the presents and card.
Love it! :D

2009-12-21T22:49:00.002+08:00

X'mas is finally like a X'mas!
Presents and presents, and most importantly, presents chose by myself!

What can i ask for more?
The trip to Msia with cussies were great, though it was like a senior citizen trip, along the way, i actually realised how fortunate i am and thank buddha for bringing me into this family.

I have uncles and aunties that dote me since young in everyway just like how they dote on my dad.
I have cussie who is treating us very very well, in EVERY ways.
I have a wonderful family, bro in law and the kids.

Seriously, after a day of work with that bitch around, think of this will actually let myself simmer down a lil.
However, i think i better go figure out my new pressie!

Sometimes, you don need the best, you should only need what is sufficient because, as time goes by, you will actually be so ambitous that you want the entire world and everyone will hates you.
I think, this is happening already.

2009-12-16T23:31:00.002+08:00

Today was a SUCKY day!
Opened like 20cartons of stock with someone shouting,' SARA JIA YOU JIA YOU' from the other corner of the shop, and seriously, it's so embarassing for her to do it.
And everyone 10-20mins, i will hear someone who has a very very high pitch voice calling me and sure got nothing good for me.
I managed to endure till 8plus and after that, i chose to ignore her callings.
I was busy serving customers so who cares on packing and replenishing the socks?
Go and do it yourself lah!

Headed to buy KOI bubble tea and heard some very very bad news.
You actually still smsing her but not me.
Look, it's very obvious that you like her, but somehow, we are close friends before too.
Don make things so ugly and somemore, the girl is attached.

Like what i've mentioned, it WAS a sucky day, but at 10.15pm, i realised today isn't sucky anymore!
I saw that cute guy! So happy!
He was once work very close to me but left to somewhere that is better,sort of, for better future.
This is like the first time that i walked past ever since sch reopens for the 2nd sem.
Although we did not acknowledged each other, but we were shocked to see each other.
Apparently, we stood there and looked.
But oh well, he did not change to the better, but in fact, something's wrong with his hair.
He has a better body as in, he becomes macho-er whereby he used to be skinny.
Shit, i actually rmbed so many things about him!
I even lied to cindy saying i forgot his name!
ahahha! Anyway, hopefully he will be there for long and good so that, i can always volunteer to go there for HC.
Afterall, it's a wonderful day!
I actually smiled to myself when i think of it, even when cindy was nagging and counting the sales figure to me, who cares?

Haven't done packing and actually blogging over here.
Aiyah, no mood to pack already, too high liao. LOL!!!
Got to go bed early and have a good dreammmmmm!! :D

2009-12-16T10:12:00.002+08:00

Kanna twice from her ytd and guess what?
I wasn't sad but angry.
extremely angry and i think i just gave her some attitude that i hardly will give.
Frankly speaking, i really look down on these people.
One moment, they scolded you like fuck and the other hand, they call you 'bao bei' or 'darling' because they want you to do something for them.
Pls, don use that on me, especially you, it's disgusting.

what i've done, seriously, i think it's just a small matter.
You should have been more alert as well, it takes 2hands to clap.
Don point your finger at me just because you are in a higher rank than me.
Don let me speak ang moh with you and suan you, i don wanna suan someone who don even understand what i am saying.
The moment i signed in ytd and you were already on the line with your whatever 'big boss' that only you and the other lady will go bootlicking to her, trust me, it is showing the ugly side of you.
Hmm,anyway, from the start, you are not pretty to begin with.

There are good and bad times of you but what i can think of, are all the negative sides.
Why arent you transferring out yet?
Urghh, and i am so glad that i will not be around fer the next few days, *THANK GOD*
today will be just a 2/c and i will be done with it.
I will endure, and you know what, everyone rolled their eyes when your name was heard, behind your back.
Pls do some reflections.

Last but not least, pls clean the phone after using.
It stinks.

2009-12-15T10:06:00.002+08:00

I am so so so tired!
Urghh,lower part of the body is killing me.
I seriously need to go fer a massage real soon.
Super busy this week, which i don like.
Too busy till i cant slower down my pace and do something i want!
I want to go jogging and watch my tvb dramas!

Shit, i don know if i actually woke up from the wrong side of the bed or what.
Was very cranky ytd and basically, bad-tempered.
Alright, i just hope it's not because of anyone.

Have a good week people.

2009-12-11T23:14:00.002+08:00

Alright, CA was a whewwww.
When Lim passed the paper down and allowed us to flip through the Qns, i turned around and,'yes! we can pass!' to all my classmates.
It was a heartbeating session to and shall not be revealled.
So hopefully i will leave any trace of it on my answer sheet...Por bi Por bi.

Holidays are here and i am super not excited about it!
Working just make my whole life in such a tragic way.
The thought of smiling to the nasty customers actually made myself pitying myself.
What logic is that?
The only happiest moment i got from work is PAY DAY!
And supper sessions with the gossipers! heee.
Yeah,shall have one tmr too!
Jogging thrice a week is not enough i guess,
must go fer more!

Hmm, i seriously counting down der next holidays instead and prolly i shall go BBDC this hols.
=X

2009-12-10T21:19:00.002+08:00

thanks to the 933 DJ Xia Jia Fa for approving the friend request in FB, and i got to his blog and found my longggeeeddd Cinnamon Melts!

Think he found it in Japan but oh well, was so surprised to see this picture!

You have no idea how much i miss this can, Sigh!

CA's tmr and obviously, i can't resist temptation and on my com.

Here i am blogging and msn-ing.

Tsk tsk tsk.

Everyone is struggling and i seriously hope the paper will NOT be that difficult.

I need to ace this.

Weekends are coming and means, i am going back to work!

Lao bah sai lah!

Cut the craps, going to chiong fer bps already.

'im hurt sick,

heal me,

be crazy,

can't let you go....'

It sounds weird but the guys who sang this, are cuteeeeeeee

2009-12-08T22:22:00.001+08:00

CA is 2days away and what i have been doing,
watching WE GOT MARRIED (i finally found another subscriber that has this!) with my bps book opened.
This is not getting anywhere so i told myself, i must really study.
And what's now?
So tired after jogging and my eyes are red again!
Wonder what's going on with my eyes these days!
Anyway, i don know if i should join the sexy one this friday.
But i need a break!
We shall see.
Oh yah, god and buddhas, pls bless me on friday.

2009-12-06T00:45:00.002+08:00

Met up with the girls at 6pm and headed to vivo!

Thank god we found a parking lot like after 15mins! whew, or else ting will FML again! LOL!

Had the samsui chicken and i guess fer all of us, we will not have it for another one year. We ate too much samsui chicken already!

Even now, when i burped, i still can smell the ginger and chicken smell lor! Super gross.

After dinner, went to newurban male and made a fool out of ourselves.

Was walking arounf with ting then we saw ally was laughing with another 2 staffs!

We peeped at them fer awhile and walked towards.

'what happened?'

'i don know, the guy was laughing when he was introducing the new designs to me.' ally replied.

We left after the guys stopped laughing but went back again becos ally really wanted to get one but the staff's laughter was distracting her.

Headed back, and laughed together with the staffs.

Spent like half an hour in the shop, laughing and suanings with the staffs and left the shop, empty-handed.

Yeah, empty-handed but impressed with the staffs' service lah!

Slacked at Starbucks and have some real chit chat updating with ally.

Tonight was awesome.

More please.

My Saturday night did not go down to drain at last.

Hello? how often i can get sat off days?!

Thank god, or else ting really FHL, again.

MMSG <3

2009-12-05T00:24:00.002+08:00

the new guy-in-love!

I seriously gonna post all the cute guys' pics of mine, here, one day!

So shagged,so hopefully my WBS can do well!

Just another week left and hols will be waving at me~!

But this also means, i need to work more and tolerating more nasty customers again!

Seriously, human beings are never satisfied and we are all selfish creatures.

Should i thank Giordano to allow me to have a chance to see the Man's true colours?

I need a getaway.

2009-12-02T21:55:00.003+08:00

Pictures tell all!

Had a feast just now at cityvibe's Sakae for buffet that everyone longed fer it!

Came back home and chilled until 8pm and off to jogging!

Seriously, i hope i will have the determination to cheong all the way until i have lost at least 5kgs.

Wish me luck, people.

2009-12-01T21:15:00.003+08:00

I wanted to say something but suddenly, i realise you have one of our's facebook and her link is actually on her FB page.
Second thoughts, i am not going to name you so i don think there's anything i should be afraid of.

Alright, all along when you actually started fining us to pay whenever we are not in proper uniform, i find it acceptable because it's our fault.
Others have actually scolded harshly behind your back and have cursed whatever shit too, we admitted.
But what happened ytd was a huge letdown.
You walked over and when i asked if we need to put on, you did not answer my qn but walked towards these fucker year2 students who WERE NOT IN UNIFORM.
30mins later, you came back and started counting down and worst of all, when you were counting down, that 2fcukers clapped loudly.
May I know what's the purpose of that?
As a teacher, you should set the role model to us and not showing us the negative and ugly side of you.
For outsiders, they will think that you are trying to show your authority to us.
For insiders, we are thinking that too as you hardly catches us WITHOUT YOUR TIE ON too.
I am not trying to argue saying whenever you don have your ties, we can go without ours.
What makes me very very unhappy,TILL THIS VERY MOMENT, is that, that fcuker clapped and gave you applause when you were disgracing us!
So by seeing the moments that we were rushing to look for our bows or ties as you count down, it is very interesting and exciting uh?
Oh hell, pls reflect on that.
Back to the point, i am so so angry is that you did not stop them from doing it and this is going to make us feel even more shameful.
I don wanna to know what shit is stored in that guy's mind, i don care at all.
Is you that should do something to protect your students.
You failed to do so but fine us and earn extra money.
When the rest said that the money you fined us, all went to your own pocket but i don think so.
Seriously, you are already so rich, why bothers with these lil pennies?
We know what's right what's wrong. and we always respected you as a teacher.
However, have you respected us before?
Probably to the rest like 16-17yrs old people, you prolly don give a shit.
Hello, yt and me are already 20 and i believe we are maybe older than that fucker and yet, we were humilated infront of him because of satisfying your ego.
Go think and recap on that moment again, i think no one will be happy to be in our shoes.

I will have a different attitiude to you from now on, you are a failure.
I think you should go back to your banking industry or even fly to dubai with your gf.
Oops, i forgot, the economy in Dubai is so bad and prolly if you go there, you will DIE.
i think, fly back to states and find someone who can satisfy your ego, oh yah, bring that fcuker along too. I feel so embarassed to be in the same nationality as him.
Oh yah, he was a student councilor right?
I am doubting your expectations towards the student councilors now man.
Even this kinda bullshit can get in, i wonder why the entire world isnt?

the thought of seeing you tmr, ruins my mood now.
and now, i have to find out what's financial ratio because of your instructions.
Hmm, think about it, are you toying us again?
Prolly all these are unnecessary at all, you just wanna see our kan cheong and tired faces right?
I shall ask my sis to book an appt in Alexandra Hosp for you to visit a psychologist.
let me know when you need it yea.

I am dicriminating YOU.

2009-11-29T22:32:00.002+08:00

Awesome day!

Woke up at 9am and brought the kids for Mac breakfast that i have not taken for months, shower them gifts that they chosen themselves from 7-11 and able to brighten my longed-sunday off day like that!

Met up with AJS and wz to get eunice's bday present and got to her place at around 7pm. Got something fer myself too!! Like finally! Got a top which i bought it, reflects on my impulsive act but doesn't matter, because how often i do that? *smiling frm EAR-EAR*

Had some misunderstanding with one of my besties and seriosuly hope this will not happened anymore. I don wanna history to repeat itself again. Set aside whatever hard feelings okay.

Chatted so long with them, including Kevin. Gossips, everything was so great. Like what eunice said, she's very happy today, so are we! Too bad ting and ally can't make it. But no worries, X'mas and CNY! I believe we will be all in again!

School is on tmr at 9am and it sucks.

2009-11-26T01:00:00.000+08:00

MMSG finally met up!
So sorry for the 'CUI' pics we took, but look, finally leh!
Wz isn't in the photo due to her reddy nose.
After so many times of announcing that i miss them, i finally got to!
And another semi one will be held at Eunice's place this sunday. *ALL SMILES*
Another focus, out dear AJS is no longer a 'gay-looking' guy!
A haircut can literally changes a person alot!
After getting a few more shots, i decided to use
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This photo to upload to advertise for him!
Hmm,we all think that he look like a clubber whereby he isn't at all.
See, from gayish to clubber, big difference.
Anyway, thumbs up for the new look!

I want a new look too! I want to lose weight too!
Urghh!
Good night people,i have to sleep off my fats.
8am lesson tmr and now, is already one am. tsk tsk...

2009-11-23T22:34:00.001+08:00

gee gee . COM

time2timesub account has been suspended and thanks lor, now i can't find the ep i have stopped for We Got Married for Jokwon and GaIn!!
Urghh,they really look cute together.

Thinking i'm losing my voice soon,
pls stuff me with water!

2009-11-21T23:35:00.002+08:00

So what if i got to stand the whole day feeling tired and sick of this job?

So what if i have to handle unreasonable customers that yelled at me when it's not my fault?

So what if customers insist of trying another colour of a top that i can't find, and she was actually holding the size she wants but in another colour but refused to try that first?

So what when i got eat only bread or small meals for second break just because i am too tired after opening so many cartons of stocks?

So what if i got squeeze the train with the 09s every weekend night after a day's work?

So what if i met those girls who talk, can't stop her head from moving, and resuting her ponytail swinging towards on the book i was reading?

So what if i have to walk the dark pathway all the way from Chinese Garden?

I know dad will be at home waiting for me to come back!
After talking to wz for 36mins,felt so much better. Thanks for that! :D
After watching some bo liao news with dad for 15mins with less than 10sentences, made me feel that,all those above don't really matter anymore.
Shit, i am 20yrs old already and yet still a daddy's girl, but hello, who cares?
this morning i told dad,' pa, no more jam liao.'
' what jam? ok, i will buy later.'
'the strawberry or blueberry de lor.'
'peanut one leh?'
'still have what,one big and one small there.'
'okay, later i buy.'
10hours later, i saw a big tin of orange jam and one small blueberry jam on the dining table and dad did not inform me that he has bought it.
Love you papapapapapapa~~

2009-11-20T22:40:00.003+08:00

After reading your blog like finally and heard what wm told me today at IMM, i realised what's happening, isn't because of what we thinking.

Anyway, since you said i'm the one ignoring you, i admit.
But just because a girl is ignoring you and you are thinking like,' classmates can never be friends, they can only named as classmates.'
I think you really need to face the wall and think hard.
Probably the whole gang of us have known only for 6mths, but i believe every laughters we had(which is almost everyday) isn't fake and unsincere.
The evil comments, the gossips and the suanings brought everyone togther.

Sometimes, when you are emo or acting emo, we tried to cheer you up and yet, nothing improves.
So you mean we shall not be on good terms anymore or even have the thinking 'oh ,classmates can never be friends. they are different catogory.'
I am not lecturing you, hello, you should know how to think deeply.
Have you think before saying or typing that?
Have you think of the consequences? I am not trying to bring up or pinpoint anything,
what she has done to you, has already done and obviously, every stood up for you, including me whereby we were on bad terms.
But look, so what if she apologises? Done is done, is depends on how to take it.
Look now, you have said this thing and prolly when one day we gonna be alright and being friends again, there's always something in between both of us because of what you said.
Prolly it will affect the rest as well, including wm.
She donno how to think of the consequences that's why all these happened,
so you want to repeat yourself again? A reflection was done to show you and yet, that's what i got from you.
At first i was thinking,'fine, another few days and i think we can be like usual.'
however, right now, it seems, hard.

2009-11-19T08:26:00.003+08:00

Can't believe i'm blogging in school again, due to Seet's absence and we are all doing nothing, shall blog and kep my readers updated!

Watched 2012 and oh well, i hate it whenever there're kids around in such horrible disaster happening.
Look, 'the day after tmr' or even 'the day the earth stood still', kids are always a burden lah!
And these parts always made me teared. Urghhh, but what touches us were actually, all these dad-saving-children scenes and add points to the movie.
Afterall, the show is good excluding those baby cryings and some chi__ men who talked really loud just right behind us.

I really want to blog about something, but after what happened in the past and what is happening around me, i need to think of the consequences for what ever i will be doing.
just that, i'm not pinpointing anyone, just find some people really irresponsible and just because they are used in being solo, they have such low EQ that they dont even bother.
Perhaps I am really different from them.
I have encountered this before so i somehow expected this again from her.
but i don't understand why i need another person to inform me at the middle of the night whereby the meeting was like hours ago.
I need to take a deep breath to think about it again.
Positive views were considered but, before of the past experiences, i think there isn't any.
To her, it somehow means nothing.
And i don't know why, i will always be very enthu in it whereby people just don't give a shit.

Enough of my naggings, i need to meet up with my trish and vomit everything to her! ahahah.

Guys playing DOTa really loud and it's kinda funny to see people get so crazy over some pc games, and making so much noise in front of the computer.
Girls, however, some dng their work, some using FB, some bloghopping and some like me, blogging to empty their mind temporary.

At the end of the day, it's good to see the kids running towards me, even when i'm holding something nice to eat. :D
Shall see if the lee brods will be coming, going buy more chocolate to stock my fridge to bluff them again.

Lastly, saw someone's nick was 'the power of love changes a person', bullshit.
Love never changes a person, we thought we can. However, guys don't give a fucking shit but leaving the girls crying alone.

School ends at 5.30pm, sleepyistheword.

2009-11-16T15:53:00.001+08:00

Connection is somehow no longer there.
Words are getting harsh.
Once you are gone,she will go look for someone else and be aloof to you.
Somehow,it's making so obvious.

2009-11-15T08:53:00.002+08:00

One more day and weekdays will be here!
I think no one likes weekdays as much as i like,
you can never imagine how sucky weekends can be.

When can i really enjoy my weekends,for just once? Urghh.
Annoyed.

2009-11-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

Drowsy is how im feeling right now.
Photos not up yet,
shows not yet watched.

MSn isn't working,today just sucked.

MC 2days,YES!

2009-11-09T23:53:00.002+08:00

Fucking pek chek now.
Nose blocked and dripping like a tap.
Coughing like an old granny.
Throat is so itchy that makes me swallowing saliva.

So fucking annoyed.
And was thinking to take MC but hello,even i wanna to take,also take over weekends mah!
But this sun is the cut off day for next mth pay leh! How to take mC?
and i cant take mc tmr cos SHE SAID,'those who take mc on the stocktake day will get warning letter from her.'
seriously,i am thinking why she's isnt the one getting it?
It's not that i am scared of getting one,but cos cy is not there to help anymore,our of goodwill,to help the rest except for her,i will go back.
and i seriously hope there's no more fucking nonsense from her anymore tmr night.
being such condition,don expect so much from me.
And as for my FB status,it's meant for you.
I am so sick but i am too busy to have a rest.
I am so annoyed and irritated by you NOW. fuck off.

2009-11-09T09:34:00.003+08:00

Vent out time!
What ive said below is reflected from ytd.
After opening about 16cartions of stock with average 80pcs in it on sat,
i was already so physically TIRED.

M/6 ytd and what i got was naggings and naggings.
seriously, as a part timer, i don need to know what sales or what ON PAR and ON PAR.
I dont need the fucking to know.
Even if i know,seriously,you think i will rmb?
Im not being unprofessional for not knowing,
jimmy only tells us sales target for that day, the closing figure for the previous week and by what time must hit how much.
so what if gary comes and find out everything is not on form?
is you being highlighted and not me.
i have already said i need to go off by 6pm ytd and yet, you did not make a sound until 6.20pm.
And that's when i said im leaving my station to the front to help my SISTER to take some shorts.
And you mean if i didn't make any sound, YOU ARE NOT FUCKING SIGNING ME OUT?
since YY was there, i dont wan to ask you myself at least i respect you.
You have promised and i have told you that i need to go by 6pm.
and yet,you disappointed me again.

no wonder mr roy left the company because of you, because he don want to work under you, he left. it's a wise choice for him but a pity for us.
We can no longer work with this such funny guy anymore and god knows when we can meet up with him again except for this special events.

i always console myself that,' its just 2days a week. that 20 hours only,it will soon be over.'
But sometimes, i cant accept the fact when there're customers and we were not serving or taking any actions,you will shout across in front of so many people,'GIRL,STRIPE POLO!!'
So you think the customers who were browsing the stripe polo,will not leave just because you ORDERED us to stand there and repeating the things that is written on the poster?
and you on the other hand,FOLDING CREW NECKS!
and when we were busy with our things, you can stand there and fold while watching other customers messing uo our things with no assistance from any of us!
'hi welcome mdm,all this are having 20% off. It's all new arrivals,all can be tried on. =)'
The RED poster is just right in front of their eye level, for arrivals, customers don care if they are the new launches or not,as long as it's on sale and cheap. Lastly, of cos can be tried on lah,den what's the fitting room for which is so near to us!

My life is already so boring and lifeless.
and yet,im getting this kinda shit from you.
Sometimes i salute jimmy,he can tahan you so long!
how i wish im under jessie,even though she speaks VERY VERY loud, but at least she will not nag at you or even remind you things that you are familiarise already.
at least she will not doubt me,the $7-part timer.

whatever is written,is just some pek-chekness to be vented out.
No bad feelings eh.

I am so gonna meet my MMSG real soon and talk about,
AJS being molested,
Ally's hardship over her work,
and the funniest thing,aky's life with 2women!
HAHAHAHAH!!! i miss them soooooooooooo much. :(

2009-11-06T22:55:00.002+08:00

it's so gooooddddd to see my old friendddd!!
Saw one today and he's kaifong!
He's the first person that shares the same surname as me in my class for my whole studying life!
My surname is like kinda unique and so coindentally when i was 15, he joined our class and i finally found some cussies-from-500-years-ago! hahah!
Happy happy!
Have the organising meetup thingy in my mind liao,will update the MMSGs! =D

2009-11-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

Jaws DROPPED!
I found Natalie tay's photo in stacey's yearbook!
It's so coincidence!
Natalie is my good friend since K1 i think.
And something happened to her family,they ran away and completely no signs of her and her family at all.
Don mention about her parents,i hope she's doing well with her sister.
There's once she came to our place and sell this healthcare product but too bad,my mum talked to her more on personal affairs than work.
And when i was flipping the phps yearbook and saw her face at the Non-teaching Staffs,
i was so happy and amazed!
It's good to find back my old friendss! (:

What's next? get my butt onto the chair and complete ETP!
I'm missing my MMSGsss. ):

2009-11-04T00:22:00.002+08:00

So busy busy busy these days!
With school work and meetups!
I need a break.
I want a day free of everything.
I want to watch my shows the whole day and nua at home like wasting my life.
Since when i have that day?
Dec holidays awaits me!

2009-11-02T23:01:00.002+08:00

Today is a longggggg DAY.
Was in school since 9am till 4pm and heaven knows,it was raining not only cats and dogs but like what the rest said,HIPPO and LIONs!
It was completely pouring!
After much complaining,reached home soundly with unexpectations await.

Headed to the bathroom and after i on the light,i realised the lights were still off.
'oops,the bulb must be out of order again. Must ask dad to fix. urghh.'

Went to my room and on the light,nothing changed.
Oh oh,means not the bulb problem already.
Called mum,dad and auntie leona but oh well,no one gave me a definate answer on what to do,
went to the brightest room and doll up myself before heading out with sammie.
Dearest dad called in 10mins saying he's on the way home to fix it!
Due to my stupidilty,i didn't see it correctly for the switch,so he came back for nothing.
Oh well,too bad. heeee.
Headed to town when it was still pouring with sammie,wanted to get nothing but trish's bday present.
And i did,i got one fer her and fer my mum which shares the same bday as her!
*I need to be thrifty for the next few months already.*
Hope they will like the present!
Although the pressie i bought for mum,i think really not very very nice but at least i think she will use it BAH? fan nei!

So tired! and there's pe tmr! urghh,better not fer next week cos after sch,got to head to ogm for the annual stocktake which i hate the most.

2009-10-30T22:26:00.003+08:00

Out of 100%,
i'm only 58% affected.
what he said to me,i find it annoying.
Sucky attitude and childish mindset.

Don't worry,i got what you meant.
If you really want me to get lost,don't look for me if you have the guts.
Shut up and die lah.